~Sadgirl03

You aked me a few times why?
Why did I like you?
What did I see in you?

I like you because........

You are.......
Open
Honest
Funny
Genuine
Incredably Handsome
Not to mention Sexy
Nobody dose the things that you do to me
Nobody makes me feel the way that you do
I have so much in common with you
Not to mention you make my heart race everytime I hear your voice, See your face watch you smile and look in your eyes.
I can't explaine why
I hardly know you
But I think I fell for you

I tried not to
I pulled myself back and back and back
But I kept finding myself thinking of you
The more I learned
The more I was drawn closer

You probobly think I'm crazy
And by my behavoir your probobly right
I don't mean to be crazy
I just feel things so much more keenly and deeply than most people and it can get so overwhelming at times

But what I do know is......

I got over bieng lonley along time ago,
I cherish my freedom and my ability to be alone and be happy (Yes belive it or not, I can be happy more times than not)

But I do miss going to bed next to someone I love
To be held and petted like a kitty before I fall asleep
To wake up in the morning with him pressed next to me,
Ready for the sleepy early morning spooning sex.
I miss going to the movies and holding hands
I miss car rides up the caynons just so he and I could be alone together

Lonley is one thing
Wanting to share love and life is another.
Theres too many great fun adventourous things I would like to do
It just makes it so much better when theres someone you care about there with you.

I dont know if this will ever be read by you or not
If it dose, I really hope you will respond back to me
If it dosnt..............

I do know this.......
The universe sent you to me twice,
If you are ment to be in my life, you will be
If not, you have given me some very incredable
memories......

The first look of you walking into a book store with goofy glasses on, Spilling coffee all over yourself *Sighs*......
That memory is something that is irreplacable and I think back to fondly almost everyday.

Thank You for everything
No matter what happens
Thank you Enoch.

P.S.........
I really did buy that pink coresset to wear just for you. I'd really hoped youd like it